Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Breath holding

Wow, this has been a crazy month, the kids were out of school more than in and with the holidays it was crazy! Yesterday we ended up in the ER with Lily (14 months) she's fine but I was cleaning her nose (a small task right?) she went to scream and took a breath, released it, and stopped breathing, her face was turning blue, eyes were rolling back in her head (by this time I was jetting down the hallway with a limp baby screaming for my husband), she passed out as he was grabbing the phone to call 911 and I smacked her back a bit and she woke up breathing, whine for bout 2 seconds and then was dancing and giggling and acting like nothing happened! I was like what??!! I was so shaken up I smoked about 3 cigarettes in a row (yes outside in the cold lol) my husband sat with her while (me smoking) called her peditrician who told us to go to the ER he wanted her heart checked out along with her oxygen levels. She was put on a neubulizer in October for coughing (almost like an asthma cough but she's to little to test or diagnose for that) so we were pretty concerned. So I bundled her up (it was beautiful outside yesterday but I was taking no chances) and went to the hospital. They took one look at her, checked her heart and oxygen levels and told me this.
This isn't something she can control. She's not holding her breathe, or she wouldn't turn blue and pass out cause your brain would overpower your willpower especially in a child her age. I was just stunned and alarmed and she did a more mild one today! This is going to be the death of me now I can just see it. She's been a little stinker since she was concieved, causing headaches, diabetes and low blood pressure in mommy lol and then reflux, this maybe asthma thing and now this with her here!

Don't confuse this with her holding her breath. She's not doing this on purpose. And i think that's why it's so scary. Emelina used to physically hold her breath and i'd walk away. I knew she'd start breathing and well she didn't do nothing but make herself dizzy and she still didn't get what she wanted. She stopped after a few times realizing this wasn't going to get her what she wanted. But this is all together different and scary. Although the doctor said not to give her undue attention after this happens (extremely hard) cause they can't force themselves to do this but they could pick up the habit of the things that can cause this and could (but not always) trigger a reaccurance. ugh another thing to worry about cause when you see them do this it's terrifying and all you want to do is cuddle and hold them. I thought i was losing her yesterday and i was near hysterics and couldn't breath myself!

Friday, December 26, 2008

After Christmas fun






I had some shots of them playing with them but well they wouldn't post here! Errors or something. But the kids got some gift certicates to wally world and this is what they got!! Emelina was so super exited you couldn't see but she was stomping her foot cause well she's been begging for this thing forever! lol Hailey was found after i set up the mp3 player and put the music on she was singing in her room lol. Katie's already made a big mess (normal) well Christmas was very good to them this year. Thanks go Kathleen (sister) and Barb/dad (dad and wife) it was really sweet of you to think of all 4 girls in this way. they just wouldn't let us not get them today and i had to call walmart and have them hold that laptop cause it was the last one! lol

Thursday, December 25, 2008

The aftermath



I don't have to say much about this one lol This is the aftermath of playing all day, eating all day and not sleeping cause of excitement the night before! he he he

Christmas morning ;)
















These always go in backwards :) The tree is the presents and I wanted to show you now that the tree was up for awhile wht the cats did to it! I had to sleep on the couch and guard the presents or the cats would have torn everything open! lol but the kids had a ball! Look at Emelina's face with the roller blades!! She was shocked!

Christmas!! At my mom's ;)










Yesterday on the 24th we went to my mom's house to see them and spend some time with them. The kids had a great time and it was good to see everyone :) Melissa was trying so hard with Lily but she was being a stinker lol. She finally warmed up and was playing, singing but she still wanted to be held!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Just a few more things!


Josue with his Christmas present from Katie. lol doesn't look much like santa now does he? lol


Believe it or not i cut her bangs. Not that the other hair will ever stay in place! lol She was hugging on Sookie just thought it was cute :)


Meet Pepper, she's the newest crab in the family. She's russian blue and soemthing else she's a crazy kitty. Not insane like the other we had just not cuddly.


Katie was laying there sleeping and i watched trouble climb up her and go to sleep like that, about a minute later (before i could grab the camera) katie put her arms around him! lol crazy cat and kid!!

We are all looking forward to christmas so there will be more pics to come this week!

Friday, December 12, 2008

Cats, birds and Christmas trees

Last night we heard this CRASH and all went running. I swear it sounded like someone was breaking in! Well, thankfully my bil was there and able to catch the guilty party and put the birdcage back up so that the birds didn't get out. But boy was there a mess. Then this morning I woke to this. There is no ornaments on the tree and it looks like the tree from Charlie Brown (as per Shannon her cats did the same lol)






Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Xmas 2008

The last few years we've been going to Belleville Il, for the Our Lady of the Snows light display. Well this year they had a children's area! We went in to check it out. Boy were the kids happy! They saw a puppet show, made buttons, ornaments, bookmarks, played with other kids, got their pictures taken (see below later lol) they had a ball. Here is a few pictures of what we saw. I'll post a few a day cause there were a lot!






Friday, December 5, 2008

New pictures of Sookie



Just better pictures :) she's such a sweetie! The same day we got this kitty we got another that night. Unfortuanatly, things didn't go well with her and we had to give her back to her original owners. I'm glad they took her back though cause with the way she was acting we couldn't keep her and if she had to go to the pound they'd have put her to sleep and all the no kill shelters around here are full! But the kids have sookie and trouble and shes a little doll so we are quite content :)

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Sookie



To ease the pain of Shadow we got Sookie!! We got her from a really nice family that saved her and her mommy. She is really really sweet but is a little scared at this point. But she'll be fine :) she's got such a pretty little face!