Friday, November 18, 2011

A rant about a sweet baby

For once I agree with Nancy Grace, Usually she gets on my nerves. But with baby Tyler she's got it right on the money! How many times have I been frustrated, under stress and duress. Have I ever beat my kids? HELL NO!!! I believe in spanking nothing is wrong with that. beating i don't agree with and punching a baby all over till he dies and hiding his body in a cemetery and going back to sleep? Hell no! Why not just let him cry for a bit? I remember being frustrated and not even being able to take a shower when Katie was a baby! Stressed out about to loose it but did i hurt her? No I called my sister Kathleen who came to my house and watched her for a little bit in my home so I could take a shower and destress! I called for help! I still get stressed and frustrated come on i have 5 kids not just one. I lean on Josue and he me! I needed to destress the other night. I gave the baby to him, told katie to watch the others and took a bath!!! YOU DON'T BEAT THEM TO DEATH AND HIDE THEIR BODIES AND GO BACK TO SLEEP THEN CALL THE POLICE AND SAY HE'S MISSING! She had an entire support system! more of a support system than I ever saw! Being a single mom is hard but she lived with her mom! She went out the night before someone watched Tyler for her! She was able to get out and get away I never did and never did I think of hurting her! Leave him in his crib and turn the radio up a bit (not a lot) but enough to be able to relax for a few minutes and get yourself together. Don't kill your children! Crisis nursery we have one here in st louis! Call them!!! Get someone to help you! Don't have sex if you can't handle a baby! She loved him? How can you beat someone you love to death? She's a nut job and needs to be put away for life! Never to have kids again! harsh? not in my opinion and nothing anyone is going to say is going to change that opinion!

Others are saying she snapped and didn't realize what she did till it was over. Yea? She did? A baby? Usually a babies cries upset mom, did his cries not shock her out of it? Uh huh? She disposed of him like a piece of trash! Did she think she wasn't going to get caught? Why does this bug me so much? I know I don't know them and it should not but it's close to home (15 minutes away), I have a baby around his age, and the fact that she had such a huge support system in place. A babysitter, a mom who could help her, friends, other family. Even the neighbors said they would have helped her if she had needed it! I didn't really have anyone to turn to! I still don't! I haven't been out with my husband for years! I haven't been out of the house without at least one of my kids in years! I don't ever get away! I'm with them 365 days a year and yes it gets aggravating, but it's also rewarding! I am better off than her I have a husband to lean on. She had others to lean on. I remember being stressed out and just wanting to go to a darn movie when Katie was a baby and not being able to! I didn't have anyone to watch her for a couple hours! So I did what I had to, I stayed home and cared for her and you know what? I'm a better mom for it! I didn't miss ANYTHING of her life! I worked, sometimes over night shifts! I still picked her up from the baby sitter around 6:30 a.m. and having no sleep went home and stayed up with her till she would lay down for a nap and then slept when and as I could! Thankfully, I didn't have to work many of those over night shifts but I did! And i was working not partying! I hope she rots!

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